Friday, December 19, 2008

Power of a movie


So much to say and I'm so behind on posting. Jevon and I saw Synechdoche, New York on Saturday. Such an amazing movie, even for the second viewing. I came home and created this photo as a response to it. I wanted to find some way to express how this movie really moved me.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Emma's Merry Christmas

The kids broke out into the sweetest little song tonight after dinner. They called their song "Emma's Merry Christmas," named after Kai's little pink beanie baby bear.
Here you go! Enjoy!! (Oh yeah, maybe I should have combed Tea's hair! Oops!!)

Friday, December 12, 2008

The Accidental Photographer






I really don't have much of a clue what I'm doing with my camera. I just put it in "P" mode, focus, and snap some photos. A lot of them don't turn out and some of them do. Some are interesting mistakes that I like but others might not like them. Regardless, I am having fun.

This is such a great time of year. I love the lights everywhere, and especially love my kids' reactions. More importantly, this is a time to reconnect with family and friends. I have recently found many of my old classmates on Facebook and it is so neat to see how their lives turned out. Jevon is completely annoyed with all of my time on there, but he went to a big school and didn't know everybody so well. Many of us in Spearfish High School Class of '92 started out in first grade together. And I must say I went to school with a really nice group of people. It's so good to see them all again.

And, now back to Christmas magic. Enjoy my accidental photos. Many were taken while driving slowly past the lights. We drove by the tree in our front yard several times, much to the bewilderment of our neighbors, I'm sure! You can find more photos on my flickr page...

Thursday, December 11, 2008

It's not the camera, it's the...


...photographer

That's a bit hard to swallow, but if it's true, maybe it will save me a few hundred dollars!
I just read an amazing article by photographer Ken Rockwell that really put everything into perspective. Having a good camera is important, but maybe I don't need to keep upgrading.
Here's a great quote from the article:
The camera's only job is to get out of the way of making photographs.

Ernst Haas commented on this in a workshop in 1985: Two laddies from Nova Scotia had made a huge effort to be there and were great Leica fans, worked in a camera store, saved to have them and held Ernst on high for being a Leica user (although he used Nikons on his Marlboro shoots, when the chips were down).
About four days into the workshop, he finally maxxed out on the Leica adoration these kids displayed, and in the midst of a discussion, when one of them asked one more question aimed at establishing the superiority of Wetzlar, Ernst said, "Leica, schmeica. The camera doesn't make a bit of difference. All of them can record what you are seeing. But, you have to SEE."

This is a great article, even if you are not a photographer.


Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Pure Magic






Words cannot express the beauty of the Magic Tree, an incredible tree here in Columbia, strung with thousands of lights. I saw Will Treelighter's photos of it (his real name is Randy Fletcher) a few weeks ago and have been obsessed with seeing it ever since, especially after I visited his website and found out why he does it.
Here's an excerpt about what he thinks the purpose of the tree is:
The Magic Tree then is a beacon of healing and soothing beauty. It is a call to goodness, drawing out our own innate desire to be the positive changes we want to see in the world. And it is a notice of grace and encouragement to come from that magnificent manifestation of what we together are ready to receive, the Great Encourager, The Teacher, Maitreya.

I think a person can appreciate his goal, no matter what their religious or spiritual beliefs. He does this out of the goodness of his heart just to bring joy to people.

The tree is strung with so many lights, it almost looks hollow, as if there's no tree beneath them. It's hard to describe.

All I know is that I felt like my heart was going to burst as we drove away. What a lovely thing for one person to do. It touched me very deeply.

You can find more of my photos of the tree on my Flickr page.

Friday, December 5, 2008

Ribbons of Light

Normally on Thanksgiving or the day afterward, we put up all of the Christmas decorations. This year, we spent the two days after Thanksgiving with some good friends of ours, so we didn't get started on the decor until Saturday afternoon. The timing could not have been more perfect. Just as I started to string the blue and white lights around the window of the playroom, a light snow started to fall. And as it got dark, the snow, combined with the beautiful Christmas lights across the street, made quite a scene. The street was wet, reflecting the lights, and I couldn't help but take some pictures. I had my camera on slow shutter speeds and started to get impatient. Well, it turned out to be a good accident, because my movement made some interesting pictures!



Earlier that day, I attending the Beaux Art Bizarre at the newly renovated Missouri Theatre and came across some gorgeous photos of the Magic Tree, a tree that is strung with thousands of lights and is stunning when you drive by it. The man who creates this "senseless act of beauty"--he goes by the name Will Treelighter--was selling his photos at the show and told us about his tree. He also has one at his house and he says it takes him 120 hours to string the lights--I'm not sure if that's putting up and taking down, but it's impressive nonetheless. The reason why he does it is so beautiful, and you should take a minute to read his website.

Later that night, I saw the movie Synechdoche, NY with my friend Ginny, which was amazing (an emotional roller coaster/tragicomedy sort of movie). I cannot recommend it enough. It was quite the magical day (except for a stupid mistake on my part that involved not letting Jevon know I was going to be gone so long--the movie was spur of the moment--and he was at home worried I'd gotten into a car accident!).

Tonight, we will hopefully experience more magic as we attend the Living Windows Festival downtown and we are also bringing the camera in case the magic tree is lit!

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Tradition

Jevon cracking chestnuts

It seems like as soon as Thanksgiving is over, I feel as if Christmas has gotten away from me (even though it isn't here) and that I'll never get all of the gifts made and purchased. But before I do that, I want to take a minute to remember Thanksgiving.

The night before:
After pouring through cookbooks and the latest issue of Bon Apetit in search of new recipes for Thanksgiving, we eventually settle for what we always make, because we hate to break tradition and because it always tastes so good.


The house is filled with the smells of baking pumpkins and carnival squash. Then the scent of peppercorns and bay leaves being ground together in the marble mortar and pestle rushes into my nose. Fresh thyme, oregano, and sage are chopped to be added to the dry herbs and salt to marinade the locally raised turkey we will roast tomorrow. Homemade bread is rising and will be baked later. When the squash is finished, we roast some local chestnuts, and try not to cringe as they explode all over in our newly cleaned oven!


The turkey is now marinating and Jevon makes pie crusts with Missouri soft wheat flour. We argue, as usual, about the fact that he refuses to follow directions and the crust is a mushy mess. It's put in the fridge and I will have to contend with it tomorrow when I bake the pumpkin and apple pies. Finally, I whip up the cooled and pureed pumpkin with local cream and milk, local eggs, cinnamon, nutmeg, cloves, ginger and molasses brown sugar. The smells in this kitchen are so heavenly I wish I could bottle them so I could remember them forever.

Thanksgiving Day:
Turkey is in at 9:00 a.m after being rubbed liberally with butter and stuffed with aromatics: onions, sage, lemons and garlic. (I think we should rename Thanksgiving at our house and call it The Butter Festival). We pour some herbal chicken broth in the bottom of the pan. It's only the four of us today so no need to get stressed over having a meal done by a certain time. After lounging around for a bit and watching some of the Macy's Day Thanksgiving Parade--the marching band from the Sioux Falls, SD High School leads the parade so that's pretty exciting--we continue with our preparation. Onions and celery take a bath in more butter than I care to acknowledge (I can just feel my arteries clogging). Eventually we slice into the Uprise Bakery bread I picked up last week. We laugh about how much bread I bought--I acted as if we were making dinner for 15, not 4. Old habit, I guess. The bits of ciabatta, whole wheat batard and baguette wait in a large stainless steel pot until the onions and celery are ready. More fresh herbs are picked from outside and added to the stuffing and the turkey neck simmering on the stove.

A couple of hours later, the turkey is a rich golden brown and Jevon thinks it will be done sooner than we thought, so we rush to get things ready. White potatoes grown by our friend Bryce are washed and chopped. We also scrub up some of his sweet potatoes to bake along with the turkey. Cranberries, local Arkansas Black apples, molasses brown sugar, ginger and cinnamon bubble together on the stove.

Around 12 noon, the turkey's temperature seems almost where it should be, so Jevon takes it out. After examination, he finds that parts of the turkey are quite bloody, so we put it back in. We laugh because every year, we think the turkey will be done early and every year it actually takes longer than we thought.

The kids are getting antsy so they go outside and play by themselves outside (a miracle in itself), and Kai sets up a "Thanksgiving Party" in our front yard and scatters all of our gourds, mini pumpkins, etc in the front yard and hangs a red sign with a turkey on it. Jevon and the kids go across the street a bit later and watch our neighbor, Guy, plop his turkey in his deep fat turkey fryer.

It's almost 1:30 now and the kids are completely melting down because they are starving. Kai has refused snacks because he wanted to wait until lunch. Tea is begging for corn chips and I telling her to wait for the good stuff. We rush to mash the potatoes with yogurt and butter. I use the Joy of Cooking recipe for gravy this year and it calls for butter (again!) and red wine (yum!). The gravy looks thin so I have to add about double the flour, and I laugh because every year the gravy isn't thick enough. It's almost comforting that this happens every year--it's one time that I enjoy predictability.

At 2:00, it's all done (well, the turkey is still bloody but we'll eat the breast and cook the rest later, just as we always do). The table is set with our colorful Fiestaware. We take a minute to savor the smells of the turkey, baked sweet potatoes, mashed potatoes, stuffing, cranberry apple relish and gravy, and then light a beeswax candle.


Ten minutes later, it's over!

Later, after we recover, I make the pies.

A day of tradition that has taken so long to prepare for is over too quickly, just as it is every year.

Ten minutes later